2008年10月26日星期日

BAD HOLIDAY

hello~long time dint write blog...
srry ya...
me go kl genting with 4 friends...
so less on9...
busy crazy playing with them...
money use like water...
haiz...
wht can i do...
4 千金大小姐...
them eat good wear good play good...
nvm lor...
dunno when got this chance already...
many plan after SPM...
work...study khusus...
sian...
tired...
now relax with they 4...
also happy...
kl there all thing very expensive with Penang...
go genting play also expensive...
haiz...
RM1500 also left half le...
hotel room also full...
damn...
so we sleep at car this 4 day...
only friday got room...
this last day sleep at car le...
feel happy little...
but ... tomorrow only got 1 room!!!!
need sleep with they 4...
haiz...
all like to bully me T_T
cant inmagine that situation when same room with them...
sure gave them bully until cham...
and
the room 1 day very expensive -.-
1 day also want RM1xx
haiz...
tomorrow i think need go ATM take money ==
that 4 girl...
really want eat me...
dint scary fat...
morning eat macdonald...
evening eat pizza...
night eat sushi...
zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz....
now still want me buy 宵夜...
KFC this time==
coz too late...
KFC 24hr--
haiz...
ok la...
they want eat at outside cc...
push me go out- -
c got time i will write again...
bye~

Finish Trial Exam

phew~
finally finish our f5 SPM trial exam...
can relax a while ...XD
waiting D.O.S d member invited me go out gai gai...
got little busy...
maybe want go genting walk walk...
to throw all bad feeling...
bad memory...
hehe...
monday maybe will go out with D.O.S member d...
nighty say want go PM see movie...
and i also get my necklace leh...
but...too short-.-"
nvm la... just mind that word on the necklace only...
tell the true...
i hate holiday...
coz no place to go...
only can stay at home...
just my mom call me go work when me finish SPM exam...
but maybe i will go to study Khusus...
so i dint promise her...
and maybe want trip to genting ...
KL there find some frd...
erm...
dunno want go the Khidmat Negara bo...
haiz...
some say nice,play at there only...
some say after go there maybe will get accident like...died-.-
dunno lor= =
just waiting the letter...
and see got time bo...
maybe i want go khusus then reject the letter with doctor letter...
XD...

that all...
hope we D.O.S,Bro,Schoolmate,Friends can keep in touch after we out school soon...
friendship forever ^^

2008年10月23日星期四

Finally Make Decision

Today i think already...and make a decision...
to give up her ...
however i sad or confuse she also dunno...
so i dont want to be stupid waiting a love without any hope...
when i make this decision...
my heart and mood become better...
no more loving gf still got my all bro and frd...
however,we will separate 1 more month...
but we still can keep in touch...
some of my frd live near me...
got time we can go out ...
see movie,chatting for our new life,anything...
i make this decision because i saw she reply other ppl message at fs...
but dint reply to me...
me leave many message to her already...but...she dint reply me...
haiz...
nvm la...is the time i leave now...
if not...maybe i will getting more hurt from that...
hmm...no want say her le...
want give up her already...
give up and let her shadow go...
shadow mean...
for the started until now i only can catch her shadow...
she alway infront of me...
far away from me...
haiz...
just last time i say about her le...
hope my frd wont say her infront of me again...

today is our trial exam last day le...
feel happy and relax already...
coz after that we got 3 day holiday next week...
but ... no place to go...= =
nvm lor...stay at home see movie...
open fs or msn chatting ...
or learning suffle at home @.@
thx to my sifu also@.@
my sifu is nighty kor kor@.@
thx to you@.@
hope we can go out for this movement coz we will leave each other soon...
erm...
nothing to say le...
keep for 2morrow ...
see got intresthing matter happen or not...
if got i will write it and share with u guy...
bye^^

mood changes better...

today mood feel better than this feel day...
however...
that bad feeling still got...
sometime me alone at home or walk back still will have that feeling...
haiz...
today exam very terrible...
biology and chemistry...
chemistry still can do 1 page 1 question...
biology...suck...whole paper only know do 2-3question==
chemistry paper do finish then sleep already...with 90korkor^^
biology...dunno why cant sleep...haiz
just all ppl also dunno do...
all just throw paper to each other...
play for fun...that situation just not see like exam- -
teacher also dint say anything...haiz
erm...that time make me happy nia lor...
after back school nia feel boring and sad...
but...90korkor has been teacher me suffer...
erm...really hard...but...i will gamateh learn it d...
hope wont make 90korkor dispointed...
1 more thing make me happy and make me sad in same time...
i saw her reply ppl message...but dint reply me...haiz
i left message to her already...hope she can reply my message soon...
miss her very much*_*
i regret monday she come school me dint talk to her...miss a chance jor...
hope the time can go back monday...but this is impossible...
erm...hope me and she can go out together soon whatever 1 time or 2 time only
just hope god can help me ...i swear i will talk to her if i can go out with her...
now i only can hang on god...time will prove everything...

2008年10月22日星期三

sad and boring day

haiz...
mood still cant change d..?back home only feel sad...
feel lonely when reach home...
and think about her again...
dint have any message about her this few day...
maybe she go gxxtxxx find her laopo ...
think this make me more sad...
haiz...
hope she can happy also whatever who she be and be with who...
only hope ...we can do a good friend...but...
i most hope we can be a couple...dating/chatting/sharing all ur happy/sad/angry/sweet feeling...
but i know this is impossible...
think this make me sad again...
haiz...
2day exam Biology and Math
haiz...dunno do...
just write name and do few question then sleep ...
90 kor kor also sleep= =
haha...he also dunno do...
when me at school is the most happy movement ...
happy memory all at school...
but...
soon we will leave the school already...
then me cant see her face again...
so sad and feel dont want to leave the school...
last time just hope can fast finish f5 exam and leave school
but i know now i very love her and need to see her face everyday...
haiz...
but fact is we will leave the school about more 1month...
however...i will memories it...

2008年10月21日星期二

mood still bad and feel sad

tuesday
2day got BC and Moral exam paper...
BC paper still ok nia...i think can pass ..XD
Moral paper more geng...all copy from paper ... haiz...
billy wanted to keep the paper when exam want started...
he work throng my place and ask me want the paper or not..
then he throw to my desk...then i fast fast keep it...
when exam...i take the paper come out and copy which i dunno d question...
after that ah soon want the paper but i give to 90 kor kor sin...
coz he dunno do ...lolx...haha
after that i gave to ah soon
then next to jude...
last 1 is billy
finally exam finish d...
then we go back home lor...
and open my fs start reply message...
and nothing special happen at night ...
just boring and pass 1 more day...
mood still no change good and still feel sad...
i hate this feeling...

2008年10月20日星期一

bad mood...

haiz...this few day mood very bad and terrible sad...all the happen together until i dunno how to handle and accept it...
1st,broken with gf
2nd,fight with my bro
3nd,go fs saw a girl fs that i like 1 become ls...
sad , sad ,sad , damn sad...
sad until eat also no mood only eat a little bit,today just eat little nia coz no want my parent worry
today when i go tuition just rainning,a heavy rain...mom bring me go there then she go back d...i just walk around there and stand outside ... just bath in the rain to cooldown my feeling or mood...until the tuition centre call my hp asking me why dint go tuition then only i go to tuition...when i reach there all ppl watching me,,,zzz...never c ppl wear wet cloth go tuition meh...haiz...
in the tuition centre i just cant concentrate in class ... just thinking other thing...think and think then feel sad again...haiz...so intolerable...
erm...i think i write until here sin...no more mood write d...2morrow got time only write again...
bye bye

2008年10月19日星期日

开心也伤心

今天陪家人出街逛逛.本来是去Tesco的...过后我忘了我订了1条项链,所以就打电话过去问看...然后我家人也说取消去Tesco的念头,去了找亲戚哪里,顺便问下项链的事情.但是她说不知道放去哪里了,要等她找到了才打电话给我我再去找他拿swt=="没办法咯只好等着她给我电话.
过后我哥哥说要去Queenbay,所以我们1家人就下去那边咯~老实说我不是很想去那边,因为那边是以前我跟女友常去的地方,快乐的回忆痛苦的回忆也在那边.况且我已经很久没去了,所以就跟着去...
到了那边,我就想起要拍照放在fs那边,所以急着找个好风景拍照,结果找来找去都找不到= ="过后想起以前跟女友拍照的地方,所以就告诉家人想去那边,但是他们说要下雨了,急着回去,唉,没办法,只好回去咯.
回到家,我哥哥就抢着要玩电脑,其实我也不在意啦,只是告诉他玩完要帮我拍下照片,因为我自己1个人拍出来的效果不是很美很清楚.我就傻傻的等着他,过后他说不玩了,我就告诉他之前答应我的事,结果他说不想,真的气到我火大,不想理他.
本来想说拜托我爸爸,但是怕他不会拍= ="haiz最好还是要去拜托我哥哥因为之前她女友一直要我哥哥陪他所以没办法咯,过后他去做工,等他放工总可以帮我拍了吧...希望新照片今天晚上12点之前可以放上fs,因为明天有学还要考试所以不能太晚睡,但是恐怕我也睡不着吧,最近一直失眠,睡不到5小时就醒了,唉,难道就没办法治好心病?

2008年10月18日星期六

无聊~又在家度过1天~

唉~无聊又再家度过了一天...哪里都没去~昨天弄BLOG和fs的东西弄到5点多早上...睡1下子...10点又起床...果然...每天都睡不到5小时...很快就要被累死了@Q@刚在家拍了1张图片...但是好像不是很清楚...所以明天跟家人出去的时候多拍几张放在fs^@^不知是因为跟女友分了所以才产生这种心理作用还是什么特别的原因我也不太懂==1闭上眼睛就看到某人= =还在fs看到她跟1个女生亲吻==1梦到这种东西就睡不着了= =虽然说这种东西在我们社会上已经是一个很普通的事情...但是突然看到这种东西,就不知所措了.日子越过越无聊,每次都是我自己一个人在家...只好开电脑上msn和fs聊天...虽然说SPM快到了,要狂k书...但是k到的资料考试偏偏不出= =搞到我都没心情去k了= =我们学校的trial exam还要考多1个星期==总共2星期多耶...要考死人咩==现在trial exam就这样了...如果到了真正的考试不就惨了= =还好,在fs+了很多新朋友...都有陪我聊1聊...才没那么闷...希望考完trial exam,星期6认识的都可以1起去PM(Prangin Mall)看戏 逛街 纾解一下压力...随后准备要打更大的战...本人fs是jackylka@hotmail.com, msn是jimmylkg@hotmail.com(我哥哥的)有空+我然后1起聊天解闷吧~! ~^Q^~

2008年10月17日星期五

大家好~今天我第一次创博客~请多指教

大家好呀~我今天第一次创博客~请多指教~既然是第一天~我就不写太多啦~留下来明天继续~呵呵~今天看到一个以前和我同班同学注意很久的女生的fs,看到了让我吓了一大跳~竟然变得连我差点也认不出来了~搞到我在补习班都不能专心~spm又快到了~真的压力很大~希望可以在这里认识一些朋友可以跟我聊天解闷纾解1下压力~QQ